After the first week of my diet you might wonder, how I've done. Well, after the initial -1kg success the weight went right back to its steady point, where I've been the last few years, not counting the occasional drop that I always gained back. I'm beginning to think this weight, although I do not like it, is my "steady adult" weight. No, I will not accept it. I'd like to be able to wear tight skirts and mini jeans that today look ridicolous on me. And I know I'm not the fattest there is and I know heavier girls than me wear absurd wardrobe (and it always make my eyes pop; self-esteem is good, but everything has its limits), I'm just self-conscious enough to not want make ridicule out of me.
So, I reckon it's time for the heavy weapons. That is, taking this diet seriously, cutting the amounts, and going back to more raw foods and less carbs. And I still didn't do much about exercising.
Sunday, 23/10/2011
breakfast: fried egg with vegan ham&cheese, slice of bread (couldn't help it, woke up
so hungry!)
lunch: soup with dumplings, gnocchi vegetarianese leftovers
dinner: pommegranate, pop-corn
*sigh*
Diet...oh well :) I guess I also my steady adult weight, but fact is, whatever I eat goes to my belly. I've always had huge hips and larger thighs and mostly, I could live with that, since my belly was fast. Now that's history and even though my weight stays the same, I can so easly gain some plus sizes onto my belly and I hate it, since once it's there, it's not willing to leave :D
ReplyDeleteSo yes, me too should use some heavier weapons in the war against belly fat. But for now I just cannot find the real courage to do so.
Hmm, mistakes... a have is missing: I also HAVE my steady blablabla
ReplyDeleteAnd my belly has never been fast, rather it was flat :D Sorry :):)
Oh don't tell me, I ALWAYS had a flat belly, but was always larger in the lower part... yeah, history. The belly won't be flat now no matter what I do, fudge.
ReplyDeleteWell, it obviously doesn't bother us THAT much or we would be doing something about it, and not, you know, eat banana cake. And spaghetti.